I know what's done is done.
What's happened has happened, we can't do anything about that now. I still can't help thinking how much I'd like to start over though. I wish I'd studied design, or horticulture. I feel like my degree and everyone else that has studied it are doomed to a one way road that I don't want to be on. I could have worked harder in a different subject, could have aimed towards a career in design or gardening, things I actually enjoy. I never thought I'd have to work everything out so soon, where on earth has the time gone?