I didn't see you..poem

I shuffle the deck and think a word,

I feel a question inside

I push my energy through the cards,

The answers have no where to hide.

I see what's important in my life, I see the people I know

I read about the beginning and end and everything below

Taking the deck I spread the crescent and draw the cards to me

The answers lie before my eyes, the future I set free

I see the change in people, as the seasons move

I see the wheel of fortune turn as I win or lose

The heartbreak of one end, the bond with close friends

I see trials and dreams, in truth I see most everything

Only one thing evaded me, one thing the cards did not show

I did not see you as you entered my life, and therefore I did not know

I almost passed by without a backward glance, 

On looking closer dared not think that this was my chance

The cards did not give face to you, or tell me what was right

I did not think I'd see you again after meeting that night 

The cards hid you from me, why? Because I'd have run?

I wouldn't have stayed to discover if my heart was wrong

I rapidly threw up walls and shields but it was much too late

You had evaded my inner eye, somehow you had befriended fate

I see everything I need to, my conscious and cards lead the way

They send me signs and readings so I can be safe each day

But I did not see you my Tree, planting in my heart. 

I did not see you coming, and didn't see if we will part.