Missing Pidgin

I miss Pidgin. It's been less than a month but right now things are happening, or not happening I'm not sure yet. It's that uncertainty that's making me want a catch up with a hot refill drink in the Lakeside. There's not exactly anything you can't write down in an email but its not the same, I can hear our voices through the words and I can laugh and enjoy the conversation as if we really are in the same room but the presence isn't there and I wish it was. Just because big things are either going to happen or I'm going to be thoroughly let down and in either case Pidgins not here to see me through them. I'm sure I'll feel back to normal in the morning. But right now I miss my friend.