There was a look that came back to me in a dream lately. A look on a persons face, a mixture of pity (which was tough to handle) and of boredom. As if whatever ties had held him for so long were truly cut. Like he was accepting this inside himself as he stood before me. He looked at me and we both knew that for a while it had been coming and now at this moment he had changed his mind, about me, about everything.
The dream I had recently was brutal. I still haven't shook it off and it's been a week. It felt so real.
I don't want to ever see that look again.
I don't want him to look at me and change his mind.
I wish I could get that dream out of my head.