If I could finish a book I know things will pick up. I know it. I know it because I have faith in my work. I might write crap on this blog and its more of a diary than a serious study into anything but my books are a different story. They have heart and soul in them. They're good. My stories are good. I know they will look after me, I just need time, that's all I need. I need time to pause for a few months.