Christ, I've just done my makeup and now I'm crying for the 3rd time since I came on. I had a moment last night of abrupt emotion, then I had an awful dream and woke up in floods of tears and had to calm down before I could get back to sleep. and now I'm just plain emotional from some stupid message! Get a sodding grip Siviter! Pull it together. Reign it in.
I suppose excuses are I'm in a heightened anxiety state with my upcoming end of university and deadlines and financial crisis but this is bloody over the top even for me. I always get worked up on my time of the month but this is extreme, its my first day and I'm a wreck! Seriously, pull it the fuck together or I'll slap you across the face myself!