Hmmm, tingly wonderful feeling where did you go? Oh yeah that jerk took it away. Well it's certainly nice to have you back, is that a hot flush that's come along with it? You hit rock bottom didn't you baby? You felt worthless for a while, well somebody's thrown a rope down that dark damp well, grab hold let's climb up. Kick that humilation back down, you can leave those self esteem issues down there too. A compliment here, and a date there with those weak little daffodils they just didnt change anything did they? I know when you were left alone it was hard to stand, so long you'd believed one thing and now it was confirmed, to not be good enough was lifes cruel trick on you.
Somethings changed now though, keep climbing that rope. No one's ever written about me before.